So I stopped all activity and thought for a minute.
There’s something bothering me, I can’t work.
I think it’s my stomach, I think I am hungry.
I also think my stomach hurts.
It is both I think.
But more to the hungry side.

Anyway, there is food warming up in the microwave already.

My stomach is going through a really difficult time right now.

Why? It started with last night. I drank a can of beer, got really hunger, drank a Jagerbomb, drank a shot that I forgotten the name of, drank some Vodka Lime, 2 glasses of white wine, drunk, puked, sleep, drank Pepsi Lemon, drank tap water and drank chocolate milk.

I really think my stomach is overworked, it’s actually very, very warm to the touch. Now I know, beer, hard liqueur and wine are not friends. They can’t live in an acidic environment (my stomach obviously) together.

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Ok human talk now. I didn’t even plan on drinking at all yesterday! I planned to just go for the meeting at HQ and then head home. Oh before I talk about the drinking, it flooded at Liat Towers yesterday! I missed out the fun man, should have head down to store early, I reached when the place was dying up. I walked towards store and saw BK was totally empty and next door’s Massimo Dutti was mopping the floor so I thought “What a weird timing for spring cleaning, and spring cleaning at the same time?”

See it was pouring all over Singapore yesterday right, and the drainage at the very old Liat Towers got choked and it flooded! Not just like a few centimeters, it was till knee height (I mean tigh for me I guess)! The others told me the big bins were flowing around! It damn funny! And all our little lost items like carafes covers and lids were found cos they all flowed around. There were reporters and stuff..haha I guess the flood would be on newspapers if not the news. See our store is somewhat like a collection area since it’s somewhat like basement..you have to walk down to the stores.

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So the drinking started with a can of beer. I wanted to have that and head home. Then some lovely friends of mine had a craving for Jagerbomb (the 5 Jagerbomb the previous night was not enough for them). It’s like a MUST-TRY drink for them so we headed down to ‘Balcony’ for a (a=one=1!) Jagerbomb. And then it wasn’t enough so they bought a jug of Vodka Lime to share.

I was sitting alone away from my table. There was this guy beside me trying to hit on these two girls, well I just ignored them, they were just 2 seat away from me. Then suddenly the guy (and you can tell he kinda drunk, a mid 30s guy) said “Excuse me, would you like a shot?” I said no thanks then he said there was a miscommunication with the waiter and he ended up ordering 5 shots for himself so he just offered it to me. He said “It’s ok, just take it..you don’t have to do the talking thing you know.” I was thinking ok why not and I just can’t drink it and leave right so I just joined the conversation for a little while. And before I know it, he was chatting with me and those ladies took their chance and head back to their table.

He really wasn’t some pervert or anything in fact he’s a really sad guy. He travels around for business so he doesn’t really have friends and he always goes drinking alone. He was actually really interesting to talk to although sometimes he goes blabbering cos he’s like drunk. And he was very cautious, always bring up that if I wanna leave just go ahead it wouldn’t offend him.

But you know I can’t talked to him the whole night so eventually my lovely Jagerbomb friends came and rescue me and ended up joining the conversation as well. We were talking among ourselves that one of us wanna get another jug to share and he (he’s Sinhalese..I can’t remember his name) offered to it for us. We declined of cos but he insisted saying he’s working so he can afford it and he’s just going to buy something and see whether we will drink it then.

And in the end, 2 bottles of white wine were opened!

In the middle of it he asked me out to lunch and said I was a lovely girl and blah but I am not his age range..basically trying to ask me out. Then to get away from that topic I said I actually like someone. He was quite persistent so a male friend came and rescued me, put his arms on my shoulders and hopes he get the hint. Well he did, hahaha..and just told him we are really complicated actually. Damn funny! And the dude was like lucky man you are..she is very pretty and lovely, cherish her..hahaha!

I did wake my mother up when I got home around 6.30am. Luckily she was still sleepy and in a daze to smell the alcohol and to realise I actually wasn’t walking straight. And she did buy my flooding story (why I got home so early)! I mean it’s true..kinda.

Well yea that’s basically the whole story. I mean beside we get free drinks from him I did enjoy the night. It’s interesting hearing about other people’s life and miseries and I was glad my friends with me do appreciate that too..you know not just entertain this weirdo here (like the other two girls did).

That wraps up my entry, my stomach still hurts and I went for a diarrhea session in the middle of this entry. Of cos the Pepsi and chocolate milk did me no good, something that’s acidic and something I am allergic to.

This is my new phone. This is also the colour of my hair now.

It’s pouring, I need to head to HQ soon :(
Bad day for brainwork, I hate sleep.

I met father at PS just now to renew/sign up the Starhub contracts for cable, internet and mobile. Well in the end, there was complications, renewal will mean many discounts and privileges gone so we will have to wait till mid December to re-sign as a new customer under my mother’s name.

So we came home with nothing except new information. And no new phone for me :( And somewhat a waste trip.

I need to do my work but I am sleepy! Wormy wormy.

My left index finger is still numb from this afternoon. I cut some flesh off my finger in the afternoon. See I was trying to cut the frozen blood worm cube into half with the scissor (to feed my fishes). Usually I have to use a bit of strength cos well, it’s frozen. Well today was rather easy to cut, I even got a cut from the scissor!

Cos you know the blood worm as its name states, is bloody. I didn’t realised I cut myself till I felt kind of numb and I thought it was the the icy cold worms causing it. Then there more blood then usual so i was thinking somehow this cube has more blood.

That was the highlight of my day.

Really, what is so hard?

Like trying to teach a kid 5×2=10 till 12am (ok that’s what happened to me, I just couldn’t get it)?
Like trying to figure out the pin number for your ATM card?
Like trying to solve a crime game?

Tell me, tell me,

What is so hard?
What is so hard about sitting at your desk and trying to think about the contents of my publication?

I tried sitting down, I think my butt got needles.
Or my chair has thorns.

It’s been 2 days, I tried sitting down but my butt just ain’t cooperating.
Or maybe it’s not my butt. It’s my hands cos they tend to reach out for that Nintendo DS laying on my desk.

Yes, what is so hard??!

I failed my Coffee Master paper 2 so I’ve learnt :( Argggggggh, the agony. I thought I passed, what I didn’t hope for came true! Anqi really did saw the wrong marks I guess. I really should be hoping anymore, it always goes the other way. I don’t know, I just damn sian and nua of this whole thing, shouldn’t have even gone for the CMC. It’s like the feeling of studying hard (as much time as I could give) then you still fail. Never had that since I stop studying..like since secondary school. I thought finally I can stop looking at my yellow notes or trying to squeeze notes in my Coffee Passport. Now I have to study all over again damn it. ARGH :(( SCREW IT!

I have been munching non-stop on chocolates. Seriously. My mum bought me this whole box of Toblerone. Then the childcare she works in, alot of kids bought chocolates for her for Christmas. The kids there are all from pretty well to do families so obviously the chocolates are more to the expensive side. So basically, how can I not steal such expensive chocolate. I can see my growing tummy, I will blame it on PMS.

I am sad. Sad girl, sad girl, sad girl. I need to do my work. Sad girl needs to do her work. I can’t concentrate. I am a snake. I whine and twine. I drink wine and I am a whiner. Whine like wine. Wine and whine like bye and buns.

I made some changes of my blog again. I gotten really sick of graphics, my graphics actually.  I did this within 15 minute which might also mean it might just last 15 days..till the day I got sick of the design again.

I had my first critique for my FYP today. It was ok, I was the first few to present among the group of around 24 odd people. My group was publication, second was advertising and the third was most graphic together with corporate branding etc.

I kinda couldn’t remember actually talking during the presentation cos I was reading off my pre-written speech. WHY because I was distracted, why you ask. My bra strap came off! Haha, just before I went up, Boo told me my bra strap dropped off my shoulder and down my sleeves, I already adjusted it. Well basically during presentation, both side dropped down so I was really distracted and trying to hide my discomfort. I think Boo know what was going on cos I kept looking at him and giggle.

There were 3 lecturers during the presentation, one is James. They didn’t really shot me bad. Just some improvement and room for thoughts for my graphics. And Ferdi asked to study more about my target audiences. James shot some of the students pretty bad. I mean he does make sense thought, they are not thorough enough with their presentation and topic. Lucky I am in James’ group, under his guidance..minimal mistakes. He is the senior lecturer so he did most of the talking and stuff. Yes.

This girl from my group told me James Na secretly love my FYP idea the most. Haha! She said he always talk about it during her consultation. He told me he really likes it and very excited about it too but well, doing it well is another thing all together. It’s not easy man, there’s alot of thinking to be done and you know..my brain constantly..doesn’t run. I mean it runs but in too many different directions all at the same time.

Everyone had to sit in from 9.30am to 6.30pm for all the presentations. It was long but pretty ok for me cos I was playing Nintendo DS! Haha. It’s Jpaul’s. I knew it’s going to be long so I brought it along if not I will fall asleep since I only slept 4 hours the previous night (cos I was playing the DS the whole entire day!). There were alot of gaming during the presentation, Qihao playing PSP, Matt playing PSP, Boo with his rubik cube. All those with laptops are playing games or watching videos online.

I am addicted to DS! Damn it. I am playing this game called ‘Ace Attorney’ now, a detective game! And I love ‘Cooking Mama’! I think I am saving one to get one man. If I have one, you never find anything racey or football inside, maybe the most ‘Bubble Bobble’. I panic and get stressed out playing those action games. Yes pinball is under action too to me.

I am hungry.