Today, I crossed off several things off my “not-written-down-but-must ought-to–do” list. Things like going for a run and using my Body Shop body scrub.

I went to school, had lunch and went to town with Katey Kim (you know like Silly Sally or Amazing Amanda but I can’t think of anything for K.) She went to meet her sister and I went shopping alone. I like shopping alone. I bought a top and a pair of shoes. Two days of shopping was awesome, spending some of my hard earned money from making coffee and smiling at everyone felt good.

You know vests are the ‘in’ thing now? I think it’s damn cool but I refuse to get it cos everyone is wearing it.  I hate those really tight vests that wrap underneath the boobs (or maybe those girls I saw just have boobs that are too big?)? I think it’s gross..like what the hell? But anyway, I bought a top that came together with a very pretty sliver/grey vest.

And so basically what I am trying to say is that I own a vest now.

Then I came home. I had the sudden urge to go for a run. If you know me well enough, I hate running. I absolutely hate it, every year’s 2.4 km run was the worst day of the year. And yea, not forgetting I have been failing it since secondary 3 so I have to do the rerun which is equal to 2 worst days of the year. As I have been doing quite a bit of shopping lately, which also means I get to see myself half-naked more and buttoning and unbuttoning my shorts more. I can see the tummy now, and my shorts feels tighter. The PMS didn’t do me any good, I ate more too much, too many times. And not forgetting going back to school to see several people loosing weight and looking good.

And so we can’t deny we live in a world where looks, weights are important. I am not denying I do get obsessed about loosing the tummy or the flabby arm.

So yes, I did went for a short run. One round, about a football field (the real bigs one ok? not the mini street soccer sort).  The next running session would probably be next year but I just ran for the sake of running, to make myself feel er..slightly better about the extra weight I gained. I like the after-run, with all the blood gushing to my face and feeling fresher. I just hate the running itself cos I can’t breathe.

And then since I managed to cross of running, I decided to cross somemore stuff off. I finally bought a scrubbing brush from downstairs and scrub my flowery pumps. I love those shoes, just refuse to wear it cos it’s damn dirty. They should been scrubbed since my trip back from Bangkok which was last December..

Then I showered and decided to use my Body Shop passion fruit scrub and also the peppermint foot scrub lying around the bathroom. I planned to use to them weekly but you can already guess..I don’t. I don’t even do the daily cleanse, tone and moisturise your face thing.

And of cos since I did all the above, I did the cleanse, tone and moisturise!

And that’s my day, crossing things off my “list”, like Earl’s in “My Name Is Earl”.  It actually makes you feel good, doing things you ought to do daily/ weekly/ monthly. Maybe because I am a sucker for routine (I hate it but I have to admit I am), getting things “right in order” makes me feel good, like an assurance to myself?

And because today is a “feel good” day, I shall put this post under the “differently” category. And maybe if I do a new layout for my blog, I will feel excellent.

Today was sort of my first day as a senior, a 3rd year student. 3rd year..I never thought it was this fast. I haven’t even plan what I am going to do after I finish my studies. Before I know it, I am pretty sure my studies would be over. I had plans once..like try for scholarships but I don’t know, nothing seems to be moving.

First day was alright, nothing much as usual, class was less than 2 hours. I get to see all my friends and lunched at my favourite Mensa.

I had an exercise I have to do for class tomorrow. Cutting and pasting of logos. I never had homework for a long time, I felt like a student for an hour, like a primary school student.

The future scares me, it always has since young. I even cry over the future. I think I need someone to kick me hard.

I will head town tomorrow, I hope. Maybe I just tired and stoning or maybe I actually have 5 brains that tells me different things all at the same time. And maybe that’s why I don’t really function that well as a 19 year old Chinese girl.

So today, I did managed to get out of the house. I made sure I met someone for lunch so at least there’s a reason for me to get out. I was suppose to meet Naz for lunch and then she said she got to rush home after work. Then I asked Shups then after many many phone calls, all these Great World people asked to go down to Clementi to eat chicken rice. I refused. All these evil people especially Naz abandoned me.

I headed for town, shopped a little at Topshop then met Ain in store, then my sister came and met Kim too.

My sister and I headed to Far East to shop. I bought stuff! Yay, I love my buys. I got a Mango bag, a top with a vest, necklace and a makeup brush. The necklace is really nice, it’s a lock and a key, it’s only $4.90! And the lock is a real lock, very cool. And I got myself a free latte cos I found a CitiBank Free Latte voucher at the POS the other day. Ahaha.

And yesterday Janet told me my till (cash) was short of $37! And today she found an excess $50 in the safe so yay, I am safe!

So today was fun. It was well-spent. My sister was my last catching up before school tomorrow. I found out Mark is my my Corporate Identity class.

That rounds up my holidays. I had a great day. I think I am meeting Janet tomorrow to shop again :)

I don’t like periods, it makes me moody and grumpy. And I have cravings for everything in the world and I eat whatever I see and I feel fat and become fat. This is how annoying it is to be a girl but I like being a girl.

So it’s Monday right now, my last day of holidays. Overall, the holiday was well-spent. Majority of the time was working but it wasn’t too bad, I had fun. Then I did some catching up with quite a few people, manage to cross off several items off my “Holiday To Do List”. Didn’t manage to do “practise my figure drawing”. I like drawing, I love it but I sort of gave up on it after I realise how much I suck at it and how well majority of my friends draws. I would love to love drawing. Get it?

Today I went to Orchard MRT Popular to help my sister get a file. They are moving out and having a major sale. Books are like 3 for $15. Not lousy, real novels. I bought 3 today, maybe I will get more tomorrow. I really like reading too, it’s just that I am really slow.

I plan to go shopping alone tomorrow. I haven’t really did any shopping during this Great Singapore Sale. I like shopping alone with my ipod, no hurry, no one to distract you..let’s just hope tomorrow I won’t be too lazy to get out of the house.

I have been watching ‘My Name Is Earl’. It’s damn cute. It’s really addictive. You have to be in the mood for it.

I shall go watch it now and off to bed I go. And Don threw me into a pool of old dirty half-naked men just now.

I am home on Saturday again. I am suppose to go out. I even had my eye makeup done then I decided to stay home and rest. My left eye hurts, I can’t see light. And also not forgetting my monthly cramps that  makes me  bloat like a balloon.

I tried on my new Fasio mascara just now. You know what..it was the hyper-stay mascara. It is ultra-stay man. I can’t remove it. Really..I used makeup remover, makeup removing wash..nothing works. I think it’s good for working people, you just have to apply mascara like once every 2 days. If I tug at my lashes any harder, the whole chunk will get yanked out.

Last minute clubbing last night with Kimmay. Free entries makes the night good. We dropped by Butter Factory before heading to Zouk. It was Kim’s sister’s friend birthday so free entries. I am closer to getting a new sugadaddy, a richer one! Kimmay knows who. Ahaha. So it is true I do attract old men everywhere.

I am actually fine with staying home tonight, I got lots of movie and shows to watch.

It’s the last few days of hols. I am starting school on Tuesday. I am working again tomorrow and then tanning or shopping on Monday and then some Mensa-kissy wissy on Tuesday.

I watched “The Holiday” the other day. I thought it would be some chick flick but it’s actually really nice. Maybe a bit too fairytale but what the hell, we are all suckers for anything dreamy and unrealistic.

I know many people like Jude Law but I never realise how damn damn DAMN hot and charming he is until I saw this film. Sienna Miller was sure a lucky ass.I am sleepy and tired. I wanted no closing shifts since it’s my last week of hols and I should enjoy it. BUT will that ever be possible? NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Two more closing shifts for me.That’s about all I am going to say. My sister took my toilet, I turned on the heater for myself and she took my hot water.

I am meeting Mr Fadzli in the afternoon before working at Great World. I haven’t seen him in like 2 years.

I fell down the other day on a metal drain. I have 2 or 3  big bruises on my knee. Just now, while walking out of my room, I hit the corner of my bed on the same knee. Now I have another cut and a bruise.

I fetched my mother from the airport today. She came back from Hong Kong. The first sentence she said annoyed me. I am now truly glad I didn’t go back with her.

I am watching ‘House M.D’ now, pretty interesting.

I just woke up and bathe. I have been so tired recently. Like ever since that few days of clubbing then continuously working, I always feel so stoned. Like really, an hour’s journey to work feels like 3 hours. I can reach home, sit on my bed and the next thing I knew I slept for 3 hours.

This is bad.

I woke up at 8.30am to go to work. I never wake up this early for work. Even till the middle of my shift, my eyes were half closed. Like really man, it’s was that bad. And YEAH, it was damn, damn, damn busy today man. Not only was the crowd was constant, it was a big crowd. And not forgetting we were down of people today. Everyone was dying at their positions. Alright, now that’s over.

I went home after work for Father’s Day dinner. People always think of Father’s/Mother’s Day dinners, parent’s birthday as a big great dinner at some restaurant, well it’s always different for us. Our dinner is just canned spaghetti sauce, home cooked spaghetti, ready-made smoked chicken from and sausages from Carrefour and home made salad.

This is my family, this is my dad. My dad is the simplest guy I ever know. He don’t even mind eating leftover food or maggi mee everyday. This is why I love my dad, he never ever complains or well maybe twice he regretted having me as a daughter and those were the darkest days ever. While many times I wish there were more I could give/ we have, I never want a different dad.

Alright, getting all emo now.

Mother is coming home tomorrow. I am off tomorrow, will stay at home to rest or maybe catch a movie with JJ at the new AMK Cathay Cinema.