Star World shows six episodes of Desperate Housewives (season one) straight every Sunday! I missed season one on channel 5. BUT, I will miss it this Sunday cos I am working plus, CSI is from 12pm - 3pm so I will miss it. I love Sundays now but I hate CSI and DH showing at the same time.

I did nothing today just watched TV, vaccumed the house and drew. Yes, I suddenly felt the urge to draw. I love drawing but ever since I went to design school and saw how well my friends drew..I just don’t feel motivated anymore. I had nothing to do just now so I decided to make good use of the book Angie bought me: a drawing guide book. I can draw nice cauliflower now. I can’t draw I can only doodle and my doodlings are not even nice..but at least I can draw cauliflower so that’s fine with me.

I stayed at home today, no work as telephone lines are not fixed yet. I hate phones, they should never fix the telephone lines. Anyway, I am working tomorrow and Sunday. My boss just called me and asked if I could work on Sat and Sun, not as a telemarkter though. They need sort of like receptionist for a new Condo preview/showflat. I was searching online the location when I turned on the TV and saw the ad for that condo: Mera Springs. The ad with the stupid “my heart go sha la la la la, sha la la in the morning” song. It’s somewhere near Novena. I work from 10am - 6pm, $60. I bargained with my boss and got $10 extra. $120 for 2 days..not too bad right, make up for the three days of no telephone torture. She told me my job is simple, just smile, takedown rich men’s address and mobile and invite them to in. Maybe I will find a sugardaddy there or maybe a rich men will drop a $500 dollar note from his wallet. Or $1000.

I love my new room arrangement, I can use my table more efficently.

I am hungry, I just had dinner. AND my wrist hurts like fuck, it was so bad I couldn’t even raise my arm just now. I can’t move my wrist or it will hurt real bad. I am doing alot of writing tomorrow so hope my wrist fall out and rich people won’t be scare off by me cos I have the I-am-in-pain kind of face.

I rearranged the furniture in my room. My bed and closet still the same..my tables and shelves are shifted. Now my room look like some manager’s office cos my desk is huge and it’s placed diagonally across my room. Just the whole big boss feeling. This is the third time I rearranged my furniture. I don’t think I can rearrange them anymore cos other arrangements doesn’t work, tried them all. My wrist hurts from pushing my furnitures around.

Haven’t packed my room for two to three months. It feels good to have a clean room. And I am using my new bedsheet! I got them like two months ago, never got a chance to use them.No work today, they were still shifting to the new place. There’s isn’t much to move actually. The whole office is just phones, seriously. Oh, maybe there were busy packing all the ‘Top Agents’ pictures on the ‘Wall of Fame’. Moving Corine’s pictures can be really tough. Haha, I used I took a picture of her, she’s scary.

Packing my room was all I did today. Back to work tomorrow. I am dragging it. I hate my job, I hate phones, I hate repeating myself a hundred times each shift (ok, I don’t make a hundred calls, maybe 60?).

Looks like no one likes my blog as much as I do but well, doesn’t matter as long as I love it. I am hungry now, it’s 2.46am in the morning. I am eating alot of Tic Tacs..like alot and alot. My bag never fails to contain a box of Tic Tac Orange or Lemon Mint.

Went to Sentosa with Amy and Claudine for tanning. The sun was so extremely hot, we couldn’t stop persipring. The sun only showed up for like 20 minutes though..cos suddenly it was dark clouds all over and lightening and stuff. So basically, we didn’t get tanned at all, maybe slightly. But soooooooooo slight that my keyboard is tanner than me. Ok nevermind. It was quite wasted cos the sand by the shore was perfect..Claudine and I had alot of fun building walls. The soft wet sand was very fun to jump on too.

Then we ate at the hawker centre and I came home while they went town.

I am not sure whether I am suppose to work tomorrow. The Grace woman hasn’t called me..I don’t know where’s the new office. It’s at Toa Payoh Hub and that’s all I know.

I think I will post my lovely office photos after this whole job. Ever since I moved here (domain), I don’t really feel like doing photo colleges like last time..I think cos I don’t look nice here and the space is quite small.

I need a real job that can learn me money..a job that I can do while studying. I am so broke, I can’t stand it. People complain not buying new clothes for a month. I can not buy clothes for a whole year. It’s not like I don’t need new clothes but I just don’t spend as much as many does..or just say, I can’t afford to.

I thought of what I would like to buy after I get my pay:
- One or two short pants (something like my happy pants but not purple)
- One The Strokes album..which ever I see first cos they are all good
- One or two shirts
- A bag for school

Ok, new layout. It is nice? It’s somewhat similar to the previous one. I dont want to put my entries in frames (those with scrollbars) so well yah. Intially, I was thinking of a box-y kind of layout but I found one of my Photoshop doodles so I decided to work on that. Let me know if there are errors.

It’s 3am now, I better get to bed soon cos I will going tanning with Amy and Claudine tomorrow, I don’t want to be late and I don’t want to miss the afternoon sun.

Basically these two days, been working at Shenton Way as a telemarketer. It’s the worst job everrr! It’s the most boring job, don’t ever work as one unless you are in need of money. The job is alright, a very simple job but it’s really boring. I am working for some property management company. I am suppose to call house to house to ask whether they would like to come down for a project preview of a new condo at 1 Amber Road. Some unit cost millions.

It’s quite a relaxing job, you can slack here and there, prank call people and all cos the lady doesn’t check on us. There’s five person working. Me and Audrey, two boys and a loner girl. Audrey will be leaving me! She decided to leave this boring job. The 3 hours working is like in dreamland, you call..repeat your lines and hung up and all that nonsense. Me and Audrey took pictures of our working place..will post here soon. Today is the last day at Shenton Way..will move to Toa Payoh from Thurs on. We will miss Cornie, Bobby and Andrew (Audrey and prob JJ will know what I am talking about). They are our source of motivation everytime we step into the office.

The wierdest name I came across on my calling list is Happy Tan. How sad is that.

Hi Happy. how are you feeling today?
Happy, happy? Oh that’s great, Happy!

I found a Sally too and Wing Kee. Ok bye, off to eat. Yes, at 3am.

Hello I am in school now. I am waiting till 2.45pm to leave school so I wouldn?t be too early to meet Audrey at Tajong Pajar.

I woke up at 10am plus and headed here, school. It was the logistic committee meeting. Basically, we just did stock-taking and packing of some stuff. There are three teams in the log com. One is the walkie-talkie team that has to wake up real early to hand out the talkies to the GLs. The other two teams, they sleep till 10am. I was in the 10am team but guess what. I am in the walkie-talkie team now. There are only three person on the team. Ummm, how fun. But it?s ok, at least I got something to do and I get to hold a very cool and heavy walkie-talkie rather than sit down and stone. AND, I am very happy cos Amy is joining me for the camp! :)

I almost died of boredom and loneliness during the training camp. Now, I got Amy..I got a friend! If Amy really joins, I suppose she will be in the sleep late team. And about work, I got a call from Esther, the lady suppose to call me about the temp. telemarketing work. Guess what, I am starting tonight. That was fast. The office is at Shenton Way

for this few days then it will be at Toa Payoh Hub. Both locations are good for me cos I got directly buses there. It is rare that I have directly buses to anywhere from my house cos my house is next to a forest?seriously. And GUESS WHAT, I got the very lovely hair Audrey Benedict working with me. That is why I am meeting her later. It?s a 3 hour shift. 7-10pm. 3 hours on the phone so..

And we are going down to Starbucks headquarters which is also at Tajong Pajar. I have decided, I am going to work there again. Just whack. Maybe working will actually help me manage my time since I am so bad at it cos I will be forced to do my assignments. I have to look at the store location too, I really hope I get the new Cathay one which I doubt so but we will see.?

I got a new layout, probably installing it by tonight. I am sleepy, the library makes me sleepy.

I hope work later will be fine. I have to go through some training later and not forgetting I am afraid of phones. I took this job only because the pay is pretty alright and the location is good. Phones are monsters, like they have holes and teeths, they are scarrry. Oh since I am afraid of phones, I am afraid of talking on the walkie too. I am just afraid to talk to people without seeing their faces you know.

Firefox just deleted my whole post.

Friday was Claudine’s class BBQ. We met up in the afternoon and chilled at Tampines Mall then headed to Pasir Ris park in the evening for the BBQ. The BBQ was fun. Amy and I were sitting by the very dark beach when suddenly a big crab crawled up my feet. It couldn’t see it probably but if it’s not a big crab then it’s a enormous spider. Many dudes were fishing and netting (?) by the sea so I am not suprised the poor brown crab was running for its dear crab life. After packing up, we went drinking at Fisherman Village. No, I didn’t get my Tiger Beer, I got Corona instead.

Saturday was church as normal. After church, Audrey and I went to SMU campus. We shared our dreams of becoming UNI students overseas..ah, great dreams.

And today, I just finished watching my three episodes of CSI on TV. I love Sundays now cos there’s 3 hours of CSI non-stop.

I wish I could talk to my parents like friends. My friends can..why am I different. I never had the kind of conversations my friends have with their parents. It makes me looking my life differently.
And I don’t understand how the mind works. How can we feel sad and happy the next minute. It doesn’t even make sense..like it’s not even smooth like a roller coaster ride. It just..disppears and appears.

I figured out I am really sad nowadays. No Audrey, it’s not you. I don’t feel I have a life anymore. I don’t even look forward to the next minute of my day.

I don’t want to pretend I care for someone just to make them feel better. If it’s all not genuine, I rather I shut up. Get what I mean?

I want to go back to Starbucks. I need a job. The pocket money my parents give me is just not enough and I don’t want to keep asking from them. And I hate borrowing money from my friends. I want to go back to Starbucks cos well cos it’s a job and I get money and very importantly I love the working environment and I get freeeee coffee. My old store doesn’t need anyone so I am looking at some other stores. I kind of kept going back to Starbucks aside after hearing they don’t need anyone. BUT, I was at the new Cathay Cinema yesterday when I saw that they are opening a new Starbucks there. I checked the site, it’s opening end of April.

I kind of regret quitting. I quitted because I couldnt manage with my school work. I was in year 1 of Poly and it was the first time in my life I had so much assignments to handle. And, there was a whole new management and I couldn’t get used to it. On the other hand, if I stayed..I probably couldn’t get the pretty good grades I am getting. Well, it’s good for me so shut up.
I just found out my holidays ends on 23th April, not 16th. Therefore, I got exactly a month more. I figured out this would be a good time to go for Starbuck training so I can get over and done with. Or maybe I would go for a simpler job like tuition, good and easy money. We will see. I am probably going down to the Starbucks headquarters on Monday after my FOC meeting.

It’s so hard typing what I feel, it’s like I can’t put words together. Or maybe I just don’t know how.

I dont want to sound emo and I am not.

New skin soon I think, I like this one but while installing Wordpress and all the domain stuff, I seen too much of it.

Remember Little Lulu? I love her. I love the cartoons. I watched every episode of it..at least everything Cartoon Network showed. It was one of the very few things I look forward to doing each day as a kid. I loved Little Lulu so much that I drew a HUGE portrait of her..but I lost it.

I had a very wierd yet quite realistic dream yesterday. I always have interesting dreams to share. Ever since Audrey gave me her porn-related movies..I always dream of porn. I bet guys hope they can have my brains now. Anyway, the first part of my dream. I was with my boyfriend, he is supposedly quite cute. We were..well, looking for a place in the airport, let’s not mention why. We were looking around..we sat on this cablecar-like thingy to travel around. The thing is, this so-called cable car doesn’t have a door or anything..it is just like an oval sit. It goes everywhere, even into the office of gift shops. We decided to jump down. Another part of the dream is that I had a miscarriage cos my HUSBAND (see, I am married now) hit me or something. I was angry so I runaway from him and guess who I met??! I met Zhou Jie Lun! AHAHA, it was so funny. I got no idea why he appeared! BUT he’s a evil guy…VERY VERY evil guy. And guess what is MORE interesting. He had an affair with my husband! So my husband is gaaaay. I was verrrrrrry angry when I found out so I decided to leave this family once and for all. I think my maid or neighbour or someone keep arguing with me or scolding me or something and I only remembered I kept saying “fuck off” and “shut the fuck up”. And for your information, I was living in a war time then and I was quite well to do. Then after that, I grabbed whatever I found on my house floor and left. I was running and running and walking into the unsafe streets, the dark allies WHEN (the exciting part), a gunman pulled two women into the alley (I was hiding) and shot them. They were some eyewitness to some crime they shouldn’t know about. After he shot them, he looked around to see whether anyone saw him, I was actually just next to him behind a wall. I remembered I kept praying. When he finally left, I wanted to run but SUDDENLY (OOOOOH, isn’t my dream exciting?) another man ran in and did a double check. I almost got caught again but of cos I didn’t. The dream just sort of ended me being a war refugee.

Don’t you wish to be me, always fill with exciting and adventurous dreams? I think my dreams all damn drama mama. I should make a play out of all my lovely dreams.
Ok next, as you know I am a neat freak..my desktops have to be perfectly decorated and organised too. I reinstalled my laptop and my PC Windows..so they are perfect..without errors. I wanted to show off my very pretty desktop but my laptop can’t take screenshots so nevermind then.

Supposed to go tanning today but didn’t cos it was cloudy in the morning but it was sooooo sunny in the afternoon. AKFJKDF.

Meeting the girls and going for Claudine’s class BBQ tomorrow. It’s wierd..I don’t even know her friends. They are RP people, everyone’s favourite Poly.

I am off to watch a show or sleeeeeeeeeeeep.

I am positive that the guy on the Coke Light ad has no nipples. Watch it carefully. It is not that he is tall or something. Maybe the ad is trying to show that God is fair: Hot body/ hot guy has flaws too..like no nipples.

Many hot German and Amercian guys on TV now, guess why?